THIS essay is an attempt to discover the diagnosis of our time, of our
actual existence. We have indicated the first part of it, which may be resumed
thus: our life as a programme of possibilities is magnificent, exuberant,
superior to all others known to history. But by the very fact that its scope is
greater, it has overflowed all the channels, principles, norms, ideals handed
down by tradition. It is more life than all previous existence, and therefore
all the more problematical. It can find no direction from the past.[1] It has to discover its own destiny.
[1]We shall
see, nevertheless, how it is possible to obtain from the past, if not
positive orientation, certain negative counsel. The past will not tell us
what we ought to do, but it will what we ought to avoid.
But now we must complete the diagnosis. Life, which means primarily what
is possible for us to be, is likewise, and for that very reason, a choice, from
among these possibilities, of what we actually are going to be. Our
circumstances- these possibilities- form the portion of life given us, imposed
on us. This constitutes what we call the world. Life does not choose its own
world, it finds itself, to start with, in a world determined and unchangeable:
the world of the present. Our world is that portion of destiny which goes to
make up our life. But this vital destiny is not a kind of mechanism. We are not
launched into existence like a shot from a gun, with its trajectory absolutely
predetermined. The destiny under which we fall when we come into this world- it
is always this world, the actual one- consists in the exact contrary. Instead of
imposing on us one trajectory, it imposes several, and consequently forces us to
choose. Surprising condition, this, of our existence! To live is to feel
ourselves fatally obliged to exercise our liberty, to decide what we are going
to be in this world. Not for a single moment is our activity of decision allowed
to rest. Even when in desperation we abandon ourselves to whatever may happen,
we have decided not to decide. It is, then, false to say that in life "circumstances
decide." On the contrary, circumstances are the dilemma, constantly
renewed, in presence of which we have to make our decision; what actually
decides is our character.