This is the point
towards which all my discussion of the problem of the height of times was
leading, and it turns out that it is precisely our time which in this matter
enjoys a most strange sensation, unique, as far as I know, in recorded history. In
the drawing-room gatherings of last century there inevitably arrived a moment
when the ladies and their tame poets put this question, one to the other:
"At what period of history would you like to have lived?" And
straightaway each of them, making a bundle of his own personal existence,
started off on an imaginary tramp along the roads of history in search of a
period into which that existence might most delightfully fit. And the reason was
that although feeling itself, because it felt itself, arrived at plenitude, the
XIXth Century was still, in actual fact, bound to the past, on whose shoulders
it thought it was standing; it saw itself actually as the culmination of that
past. Hence it still believed in periods relatively classic- the age of Pericles,
the Renaissance- during which the values that hold to-day were prepared. This
should be enough to cause suspicion of these periods of plenitude; they have
their faces turned backwards, their eyes are on the past which they consider
fulfilled in themselves. And now, what would be the sincere reply of any representative
man of to-day if such a question were put to him? I think there can be no doubt
about it; any past time, without exception, would give him the feeling of a
restricted space in which he could not breathe. That is to say, the man of
to-day feels that his life is more a life than any past one, or, to put it the
other way about, the entirety of past time seems small to actual humanity. This
intuition as regards present-day existence renders null by its stark clarity any
consideration about decadence that is not very cautiously thought out. To start
with, our present life feels itself as ampler than all previous lives. How can
it regard itself as decadent? Quite the contrary; what has happened is, that
through sheer regard of itself as "more" life, it has lost all
respect, all consideration for the past. Hence for the first time we meet with a
period which makes tabula rasa of all classicism, which recognises in nothing
that is past any possible model or standard, and appearing as it does after so
many centuries without any break in evolution, yet gives the impression of a
commencement, a dawn, an initiation, an infancy. We look backwards and the
famous Renaissance reveals itself as a period of narrow provincialism, of futile
gestures- why not say the word?- ordinary.